i don't wanna work tonight i don't wanna work tonight i don't wanna work tonight i don't wanna work tonight i don't wanna work tonight. dale said that it was trashed last night--not a pair of jeans were in the walls, thats how bad it was--and they stayed an hour later than scheduled. that better not happen tonight, i have too much shit to do. homework and notes and stuff. get this--my political science teacher moved up our test a day, so its a week from today instead of a week from wednesday. that means i have to get started studying and do my reviews and stuff for wednesday. i was not happy. i don't think anyone really was though, haha.

so as i was saying, we best be gettin out of work on time tonight, because i have stuff to do, and i am tired. and i always want to try and catch someone online. ;) i have biology to do for tomorrow, and then poli sci to get started on so i am not doing the whole frickin thing tomorrow night after work. bastards. haha. the funny thing is, i don't know who that comment was directed towards, work or school haha.

i want to just sit here on my ass while my house is quiet and get some work and blogging done but instead i have to go find a clean ON staff shirt and then leave in a few minutes to go pick up my mom. fun fun stuff. *lightbulb*

oooh i am a smart cookie. i am having my dad pick my mom up, hehe, he just got home too. he wasn't too thrilled but thats okay, i am trying to get stuff done. yay for me!

i am listening to OAR yet again. i need to burn these so i can listen in the car. today i listened to disk one of our saturday night alpine show on the way to COD. minus where are you going, and if i had it all. i listened to those on the way home. i dropped off my roll of film today. it had pics from alpine on it, and some isu pics i think too. i requested that they make me a cd of the pics, so i can email them. it'll double the price of processing, but i think for this roll it will be worth it. or so i hope. i will be pissed if the pics are crap/blurry/not on there or something.

my demeanor today seems pretty pessimistic, but it's really not today. i am my usual sunny self. hehe. i just don't feel like going to work. blah. oh well. i had a nice break this weekend, and i have to get back into the swing of things. not saying that i WANT to, but oh well.

it was really odd on thursday when i was down at school, i missed everyone from home. i think its partly because i hadn't really seen any of my friends yet. i was thinking about dale and jill and candi and matt and tim and wondering how this whole weekend would go and if i would be able to survive it, haha. cuz it was pretty depressing on thursday. i guess no matter where you are, you always miss someone. last year if i went home for the weekend i missed everyone at school. then if i were back at school i missed jax and everyone. haha, it always works out so that i miss someone. i miss everyone at school now more than i did a month ago because i remember how it was down there hanging out and everything. but that dissipates. but then there's one person that i always miss, because of the distance and stuff.. and thats always on my mind...

now i am going to be cliche and post song lyrics. haha. and they aren't stellar ones either, but its how i feel and what i am listening to now.. haha..

Well in the end, we can all call a friend, well that's something that I know as true
In a thousand years, and a thousand tears, I'll come finding my original crew
Cause to me throughout eternity there is somewhere we are welcome to go
I said it's something free that means a lot to me, when I'm with my friends I feel home

I feel home when I see the faces that remember my own
I feel home when I'm chillin outside with the people I know
I feel home, and that's just what I feel
Cause home, to me, is reality and all I need is something real
Home to me is reality and all I need is something real, I feel home
OAR, "I Feel Home"

hehe, see what you've done tim?

now its off to work for me....